Disappear

In the moment
You were on top of me
I knew in that instance
We were wrong to do this

You took away
The only thing I can’t get back
I allowed you
But I was in pain the whole time

This is not what I wanted
I wanted romance
But it didn’t come out that way
I never wanted it like this

Do you really love me?
Or are you just saying that to get what you want?
It was my first time too
I was so scared

Can you even imagine
How hard it was
To lay there
I should of said no!