my camels

I want love, that weird innocent fairy-tale love.

But I guess all those gay love stories where wrong

atleast for this little lesbian.

I hate you

I tasted a little now i'm addicted

like the way I hate the camels in my back pocket

but I have to have anouther

light anouther

like the flame you light on me

i'll light anouther

or try

I want love, that weird innocent fairy-tale love.

but I guess all those gay love stories where wrong

atleast for this little lesbian

because there must be something wrong

there is never miss's right

staring me in the face

and when I come close the thought of you scares me off

I hate you

because all I can think about is feeling the way I felt for you again

only this time with anouther

someone who will say yes,

to love

i want love, that weird innocent love fairy-tale love.

but I guess all those gay love stories where wrong

atleast for this little lesbian

I hate you

because you fucked me over

yet like the camels I hate so much

your always there

comfort

even if it's pain

but i'll light anouther

maybe one day i'll move to the patch

and try to quite or atleast ween myself

away from whatever we had

or didn't

until then

i'll be sitting on the grass takeing anouther drag