Addicted

I love you, yes I do.

You bring me joy. You bring me confidence.  You bring me power and courage.

You make me feel invincible.

You make me love you with your promises of grandeur.

When I am with you, you are all I see.

You fill me up, I feel you course through my veins.

What exhilaration when I am with you!

Then...you leave me and I HATE you, yes I do.

You leave me with despair and low self esteem.

You leave me powerless.

You leave me a coward.

You leave me vulnerable and weak.

You make me hate you with your unfulfilled promises.

When I am without you, I am blind, empty and weak.

Ah, but then you come back and all your exhilaration flows through my veins.

I have given up my life waiting for you to return to me my love, my muse, my addiction, my goddess

heroin

I have lost myself in you.

Your my sweet addiction and I am lost forever in you.

I happily fade in to your empty abyss.