Quitter not a fighter

I don't even wanna live in this world anymore,

Im sick of disapointing people;

letting people down for the sake of others.

Every decision I make never seems to be the right one,

Everyday is just a war against myself,

A war I don't even want to be part of,

because whats to win at the end?



Im sick of been upset,

and most of all, lonely!

Trying so hard to please everyone,

So I don't lose friends,

it always backfires.



I've never been a quitter,

always a fighter.

But Im fed up of fighting,

and ready to quit because

these wounds just aren't healing.



I suppose I should give them time,

but the pain is too much.