Kalamiina's Woe

*The following is an excerpt from a page in Kalamiina's journal...*

With a heavy sigh,
I lay awake in bed;
I cannot seem to slow my thoughts
Of you inside my head...

Though I lay with him,
My mind drifts back to you:
Your warm, moist lips upon my skin,
Layin' glistening and dewed...

Yet, when you're in me,
My thoughts drift back to him,
Though it's your lips, it is his face
I see in light so dim...

Fading back and forth,
Your bodies interchange...
Loving one, bedding another,
All reason out of range...

How can I decide
Between my heart and needs?
Between the man that holds my heart,
The other on his knees...

Kneeling at my feet,
Your kisses on bare skin,
Sighs of pleasure escape our lips...
You're filling me again...

And then there's the man
Who holds me in his arms,
Who keeps me safe both night and day,
Who woos me with his charm...

He's who completes me,
Who loves me to the end,
Who for all times can make me smile-
My broken spirits mend.

Damn my heart and loins!
I'll lay with you 'til morn'...
Both of you I'll always love,
Forever I'll be torn...