The Clouded Life.

The clouded life

Through this painful life I long for some hope, long for something to persevere for. I long for something to make the race worth running. And now, as I near the finish line, I see you God, standing there with open arms, smiling, chanting my name. Just a little farther now, you are almost there, don't give up, I did not mold you like that, I love you!
I cant go on, my lungs demand air that Satan claims his own. Where did you go God, I cannot see you? You told me you would always be there, why aren't you here now? My vision is clouded with insults,lies, sin and destruction. Each penetrating and invading my body. I don't want to be like this, living the clouded life! Help me God! I am crying out to you! Come back to me, help me, carry me God, I cannot go any further,. not without you! Pull me out of the pit, get me out before the lions devour me!
I am terrified Lord, but I know that you are coming! see your light God, shining down on me, it is growing brighter by the minute.
Take my hand child, I am here! Demons shut your mouths and retract the treacherous hands that reach toward my child! You will no longer have a hold, claim, or thought toward my child, my love, my bride!

Thank you God, my father, my savior! I longed for you and you came to me! I'm sorry, guilty, and ashamed for my sins. Help me father to be like you. Let the dust of your feet cover me all over. I want to be your disciple, your friend, your servant. I embrace you with love my child. Your cloudy vision has now passed, you see clearly and humbly! Such faith overwhelms me! This is the life worth living, my love! This is my life for you! I give it to you my child,love it, live it, and show it.
I will obey you my father. This is all that you ask of me. I will do it. Thank you God for showing me hope! Thank you for dying the sinners death, a criminals verdict! I would give anything to be like you God! To die next to you the way you did on a tree, all for the reason that you loved me. You inspire me in anything and everything! Help me to be like you God.
My child you are me! You were devoured by lions, clouded by deceit, but you never lost me! I was there, waiting for you to just call upon my liberating name. You called, I simply answered. Now I call upon you to obey, and you do it. Now go my child, go and share your love and relationship to the many clouded lives out there. I believe in you! I love you!

But God I cannot do it. Will you help me overcome my obstacles? Go my child! Uncloud the visions, and I will be on the other side of those clouds! After the dirty lies and deceit pass away, there you will see my light shining bright! Only then will you know that I am always there!
Thank you God for always believing in me! I love you! Thank you for showing me your love, and thank you for carrying me! I know and depend on you always being on the other side of the clouds. I will not cloud my vision to keep me from seeing your light! I love you my father, I will obey!!!





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