I am horribly untitled.

i ask not for forgiveness
because forgiveness asks that of me.
my patience slowly stews in this giant cesspool of
nothing
because i cannot explain it and i'm very sure
that
i've tried my hardest constantly all the time
i am never leaving this place again
because this place will never leave me
it's comparable of that to a
parasite
yet, i would give it all just to
sin
again
most people would give their all just to
sin
again