Dead Cups

Stand with me and watch me fall,
My final step to end it all.
Persuade me stay here
Yet you let me go,
This amount of suffering I want you to know
Lets make it worth it,
Lets make it fair,
Lets shatter this tension which hangs in our air.

Now cut me off,
And break me down,
Deny a bloodbath on the ground.

And feel your heart get cold inside,
For my deepest concern,
You've blindly denied.

Now hear my words turn into pain,
And feel me clog your every vein.
Deeply look beyond my eyes
but you'll never again take hold inside.

Fly with me into this sea
Of dark and endless serenity,
Eternal black and no looking back
My infinite remainder of peace

I'll take your heart
When I go down,
I'll bring us 6 feet underground
Soak the grass with pity tears
Free from blatant ignorance,
After all these fucking years.

Ignite my body into flames,
And send this vessel to sea,
Watch me burn and feel me die
When it all kicks in, I'll hope you cry

Infernos feed on the unlit fuses sparking,
My burning passions you forever gave up.
Do not cry over a broken soul,
Altho no one alive can now make you whole,

So read these words and feel my hurt,
Start to guess how much you were worth,
And let your heart be drenched in pain.
For what love in my heart you forever have maimed.

I can run, and run, and run again,
But these wounds I cannot hide,
I have tried and cried and lied again,
But I cant get a message thru your head,

So just sit and be calm
While the funeral carries on
But know that in a casket
An angel now resides,
who will suffer everyday
With a single glance of your gorgeous, overlooking eyes.