loving imprisonment |
I loved to be imprisoned for the reason that... it might be the only chance to be with you it might be the only place where your heart could find me and might be the only way you may hear my heart sings. Beybi I want you to know............ I LOVED TO LOVE YOU!!! COZ I DONT KNOW THE REASON I LOVED TO LOVE YOU!!! COZ I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY... I LOVED TO LOVE YOU!!! FOR NO REASON .... NO REASON AT ALL. BUT ISN'T SO MUCH DEEPER??? Now I have to escape for you to see... how much I care about you how much I love you and how much I can give you. Now I need to escape for you to be better. Now I need to escape for you to be right THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED! and you think it's best...for you! Not for us...just more of you! Maybe I'm not yet numb coz the pain fall drop to my veins Maybe I'm not yet blind to see that you're fine without me. Beybi I want you to know............ I DON'T LOVE YOU TODAY! COZ MY LOVE IS NOT MADE BY A SINGLE DAY! I DON'T LOVE YOU TODAY! COZ I LOVE YOU EVEN YOUR NOT AROUND... I DON'T LOVE YOU TODAY! FOR SO MANY REASONS YOU CREATES. BUT ISN'T IT TOO MUCH TO KEEP? I wish to escape in this dungeon of misery oh I learned that it's easier to just imagine you and me in a fantasy where I can hold and keep you. So much better than dreaming of you It's like real but only a nightmare I know I'm with you....but I couldn't hardly move and my heart can't barely breath. Beybi I want you to know.... I wish to escape to give you...........freedom. - Not a Sweet Escape |