Looking at the beast in the mirror

With all your vices in a delicate balance,
Why do you hack away at the ice on which you stand?
The cold water starts to surface now.
The stabbing feeling consumes you once again.
Hear the support breaking around you.
Hold your breath, you’re falling in.

Sabotage it all.
You don’t deserve what you have.
Watch as you fall.
Clutching at the air, cause there’s nothing left to grab.
End it all.
Just suffocate and end all the suffering!

And just then,
You catch your second wind.
You can feel the surging adrenaline.
Crawl out of your tomb,
cough the water out of your lungs and start to breathe again.
Standing tensed and shaking now.
Just when you think it’s over
You hear the ice start to crack again.

Sabotage it all.
You don’t deserve what you have.
Watch as you fall.
Clutching at the air, cause there’s nothing left to grab.
End it all.
Just suffocate and end all the suffering!

Why do you still fight?
Why do you even give a shit?
The cold, it makes you so numb.
Why do you still try to feel again?

Fight it all.
Start deserving what you have.
Fuck them all
They can’t take you down further.
Stand up and give them all the hell they gave you back
End it all
Just concentrate, stand up and end the suffering