smokless

What happens when you finally see you’re self with out all the smoke?
Are you relived?
Do you feel elevated?
Or are you consumed with fear and shame?
In experience I’ve been broken and beaten by the truth
Only to heal with time to be broken again
When the smoke lifts you can see so much clearer
I saw Destruction in its rawest essence
Mind Body and Soul
When I found Christ I no longer
Knew who I was
Was I darkness?
Or some how have I become light.
My heart spoke of renewal
And my life told the truth
All of the former things had past away
And my soul had been made new