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The person who has been my best friend my whole life was diagnosed with schizophrenia. |
As I look at you now, I wonder what has become of you, The you I used to know – We laughed, we talked, We were happy. Now I see you sitting there and yelling – Yelling about somenting that doesn’t even exist. Your brain is being devoured…. Devoured by a monster. It pains me so to have to sit back and watch you go under, Under and under, deeper, and deeper you bury yourself, Bury yourself in a sea of insanity. You hear voices and have visions you think are real. Your brain is being devoured by a monster. I can’t sit by and watch – But I must, There is nothing else I can do. You don’t deserve to lose your mind to this monster – You’re only thirteen. Yet, to you, this is reality, not a monster. I wish I could show how worried I am – But I have always been the tough one. Now, I feel helpless watching you with your ratted hair – Ranting about a ‘vision’ you had. This pain is so deep I feel as thoughsomeone has stolen my heart, And I begin to wonder: Why would god do this to a young girl with such potential? Everything has a reason, they say. Well then, what is the reason for you being devoured by amonster and becoming a stranger? I hate to see you, For I know I can do nothing to help. I cannot cry, For I have always been the tough one. But, tonight I will go home and cry myself to sleep under the cover of darkness- Again. I wish I had the old you. I tried dividing it into stanzas ^^; didn't work so well. there will soon be a short description in a new piece coming out. I hope you read that, so you will understand better. |