back again

you can see me laughin'
you can see me helpin' & releavin
inside iam dying,breaking into pieces
crashing in the walls
the walls my heart built

now iam back again
back to this tunnel .
with no lights , with no sun.
sittin here , the same way i used to.
divin in my deep thoughts
divin in my nightmares.
i didnt want to enter this place again.
again.!!
i 'am turnin' to the person i always hated , the person i always wanted to change.

you gaveup so easily!
& you dont know what it means to be broken , to be closen..
by locks and keys.
keys thrown in the wind.

no one can see the bottom of me.
no one can see that pain i always tried to hide.
the scars ,the broken soul you've left behind.