True Feelings

“This is only temporary it won’t last long”
I told myself these words
As I worried so strong
I knew it wasn’t real
But pushed it away
So I wouldn’t feel anymore pain
I just wanted it to be real
Wanted to feel what it was like
This love and affection
felt so true
But you didn’t think so to
I feel deeper and deeper
in my own emotions
They crushed me tightly
as I tried to get free
I want you to be certain
and hope you will agree
that this was never real
this will never be
I know you loved
so fully, but try to think
How you really felt
But now I don’t think
you care anymore
and that is why
I will be no more
So take this hand
As I say goodbye
“I love you, I want you to be
happier than I made you”
Find who you love
I will wait
For my own knight to come
So now I will disappear from your life
leaving myself in your mind
I know you still
want me here
but I can not take this
It puts me through so much pain
Agonizing and torching
I don’t know how
to take this anymore
So goodbye and farewell
I hope you will get better
Like I will feel soon someday