I don't Know

I don't know why,
I don't know what to do,
all i want
is to be with you
to hold you in my arms.
I want to hug you
and say i love you
I don't know
how we can be
I don't want to make things difficult
I want to be your happiness
but I don't want to cause you the pain
I feel I am.
Would it be better
if we weren't we.
I don't want to think about that
it brings tears to my eyes
a tearing pain to my heart.
And now I feel I must stop
before this page gets to damp.