Who killed me?

i was with the onces i love
loud bang
there was a painful touch
for a second
i couldnts breathe
then when i talked
no on noticed me
i screamed
and yelled
its liek not one could tell
i fell on my knees
and i tried to think
why couldnt they hear me
then i remebered the pain
my hear started to ache
like i could feel my brain
noticed i was kneeling on a stain
there i laid
that i couldnt believe
these people were suppose to love me
how could they have killed me
i begin to cry
then there was a light
like someone pressed rewind
people walked pass
i watched as i laughed
then got up to leave
this must be where
he or she gets me
i wanted to close my eyes
i didnt want to see
who killed me
stole my life
i watched as i grabbed my gun
place it on thehead
no
i disbelieved i said
pulled teh trigger
watch as i fall
watch as my head bleeds
it was true
i killed me