Healing?

Thinking of you
Like I always do
Wondering why
I am still without a clue

Am I wasting my time
Or is this real
Are you playing with me,
Or is this what you really feel?

You are everything I want
All I will ever need
But I am not sure if
You feel the same as me

Many things come between us
Im not sure it will work
But I dont want to play games
I might end up being hurt.

Im sick of feeling pain
And all its related feelings
I just want to be loved
And know that my heart is healing