You have no idea

You have no idea
You think im happy
You think im content
But if you could see the thoughts
The thoughts I think
The darkness in my mind
The blackness of my heart
All I see is death
All I know is the end
Every beat of my heart is filled with heartache
Every breath I take is forced
Everey day I live is wasted away
Little by little I fade away
And yet you cant see it
My depression
My heartache
Is all caused by you
How could I be so stupid
The one thing I want
Is the one thing I will never have
I have come up with a conclusion
One you should know
Love is depression
And depression is love