Summer ends, autumn begins... |
The Death of a Kinder Season Nature wears no black upon the death of August. Instead, there is the full colour of celebration, and the frantic dancing which is expected at an end-of-world dance. A gentle sigh of relief, always follows periods of intense summer suffering, as soft, supernal air moves through yawning windows, filling sluggish rooms with the beginning of the end. Desperate, jaundiced leaves which have been clinging to drowsy wood lose their grip, and drop slowly, with silent, balletic surrender, like ghost ships on a ground swell, giving in to the greater forces. Frenzied, furious wasps look for a deathless autumn in the cratered skin of decaying apples, warning others, with their ready weapons, to steer far from these claimed remains. The air smells of cremation and atrophy, an indelicate balm which flaunts no blooming flower, but is somehow pleasing, bewitching those who breathe in the cooling night. This is when the humans get fat, when the hunger begins and the greed takes over and the other animals are already sleeping for survival. There is no distraction, no contest for attention, as the anaesthetic heat of summer has begun to wear off, and the bellies begin to groan, kindling bloody cravings. A crack of gunfire from the lakeside, and the slow, brown finish on the failing blades of grass signal the awakening of the violent season, and the quiet abdication of a kinder one. Somehow, the allure of all this is absolute, and grief seems improper, despite the casualties of this chronic condition. As there is this death, it too will be rejected, and a new kind of season will graciously take its place. And so on. |