For Andrew

For Andrew

Is it possible
To still be good friends
When you love me?
I like you a lot
But I love your best friend.
I value your friendship
You're nice to me
You make me laugh
But I just can't love you.
I try but I always end up
Loving him more.
It hurts you,
I can see it in your eyes
And I'm sorry.
I try, I really do
I want to be your friend.
Did you consider us friends?
I did.
I want it to stay that way.
Maybe you're a good kisser.
I'll never know.
But just remember
Every time I see your hurt
It hurts me too,
Because even though loving him
Makes me happy,
It also hurts me
Because it hurts you,
My friend.

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Please tell me what you think. I wrote this poem a few months ago. It's dedicated to a very special friend. It's a very private poem and I never intended to share it with people.

EDIT: October 1, 2008. I posted this poem awhile ago and it has received only positive reviews since then. Thanks to everyone who reviewed this poem and gave me some great suggestions. :)