You snatched away my sleep

My memory of you is slowly fading and I’m grateful… yet I can’t seem to stop myself from wanting to throw caution to the wind and risking it just one more time. I stay up all day and night hopelessly trying to regain little memories of you that slipped away. You truly are the sweetest taste of sin. You were the captive of my desire and now you seem to be sailing away, and I’m letting you. Even though I went in with indifference you seem to have beyond doubt charmed me. But I’m no fool; your silent seduction can hurt me beyond redemption. I have promised myself that no man can ever hurt me…you are no excuse. Don't get me wrong, I do thank you for putting me under a spell for a few blissful moments but I can't have you.
..... its time to say goodbye even if it's slowly killing me.

I will cherish your memory forever.



(I just had to get this out of my system)