just my thoughts

The definition of fate is that which is inevitably predetermined; destiny. You cant go through life without questioning this, according to this definition my life was written out years ago. All the good things and bad, that’s a scary thought I’m not a fan of thinking that someone other then myself is in control of my life. Not only that but if you think about it, it also gives everyone a ready made excuse to there mess ups in life. Hell I wouldn’t mind having something to blame all of my bad decisions on I’ve messed up a lot in life I know that I don’t hide it but I also don’t think that someone sat back and wrote it all down millions of years ago I think that it was me my conscious decisions that put me and everyone else in the situations that there in whether it be good or bad and if for instance you believe in god more then likely your dumb enough to believe in fate so ask yourself this, if god is the one who decides what is going to happen to you or your loved ones that means that it was god who decided to have that 16 year old kill herself because her mother is a crack addict and brings home all of these guys who rape and abuse her so that she feels she has no other option to get away from the pain, but this cant be right because suicide is a sin why would god write it down for a person to die Unless in fact he wants certain people to go to hell but in order for that to happen that would mean that he would have to dislike certain people but that cant be right because that would make god human hell I could go on all day about this but ill stop here. My point is this if you don’t like where you are in life do something about it I know that there are some people out there that are struggling and trust me I know how hard it is im stuck in such a deep hole right now I could order Chinese food from china for god sakes but the biggest thing is that you have to be willing to accept the fact that its because of your bad choices in life that brought you to this situation when you accept that you can start making up for the bad choices with good ones no its not easy but damn isn’t it worth it. I have a lot of things on my mind at all times I don’t have time to waste my thoughts on stupid beliefs and superstitions well thanks for listening