B-e-a tiful

Beautiful
words;
so sweet and untrue,
I hear them come from your lips.
Everytime that you speak -
I know its because you're broken, torn
you watch me,
as if you may be able to fix my broken heart.
I stare at you in disbelief,
it's as if you can't see, you're the reason it's broken.
"B-e-a-utiful"
I've never felt this way,
I would have let you hold me forever,
if you'd given me the chance.
Life never asked me what I want,
it just took what I had away.
I'm searching for you; only better.
Honest.
Secure.
Unafraid.
I know you're out there.
Somewhere.