tell the person you love that u love them before its too late... |
There she sits alone No place can she call home Tears on her face Everyone she loved gave her space Nowhere to go Heart heals slow Scared and frightened Once her life was lightened Shivering in the midnight cold Everyone told her to be bold But she can’t be strong When everything went wrong She blinks her eye Tears stinging, making her cry No smile, smile Everything will be okay in a while. Trying to get up but she falls Her brains on a weekend, she’s not taking any calls Let her stay with her own self for some time Until she’s sure she’s fine But what’s her plan? Did she think about that before she ran? Will she ever go back? She’s completely lost her track. Pale face and shaking hands, Her fingers loosening the friendship bands. Broken promises and lies All her failed tries Her pretending everything was alright Pretending to sleep at night, Believing it was all a nightmare That her car would change the gear, Thinking her wounded heart would heal Finally there would be only happiness she’d feel But this was reality, things for real It was clear That she was destined to stay upset She had lost the bet. When her mom challenged her that she’d lose if she’d go her own way And she said she didn’t need her mother to make it through every day But now it makes her realize Her mother was very nice Don’t know how her mind changes But she’s slowly tearing the pages The cursing diary entries burn in fire. At least her mother wasn’t a liar What she said was true Without her mom she was blue. Without thinking, barefoot she starts to run Her life again is going to be fun. Smiling she knows this time she would win She’s running, car HITS, life begins to spin… NO, NO this is not right Her life was just about to fill with light On her face there’s only blood All her happy memories flood I tell her” hold on please, I’ll get you there” “No,” she says,” just tell my mother I care I love her; I just wanted to tell her that, I know I’ve been very bad” “Tell her I know how much she used to love Now I’ll just love her from above. Might not go to heaven but hell, But with me gone I’ll ask God to take care of her well.” With that she closes her eyes and her jobs done She always knew her mother was true I tell her mom,” You know she really did love you” As I finish with the last words her daughter had said, She falls down with tears on the bed. All I do is stand there and apologize “No,” she says,” it made me realize.” "I should’ve tried to make her understand What I meant by giving her the friendship band. That before her mother, I was her friend That I’d be there till the end. That if she wanted she could go, but I wanted her to stay Cause she was the strength that made me live through everyday…” My heart fills with tears and I know Monica’s looking from above, Her eyes filled with love. |