missing you

Filling out blank pages

No easy way I can say this

The distance between us is breaking me apart

Without you I’m a lost part.

My heart still beats for you

I still really love you

I’m sitting here waiting

With my conscience debating

It says I’m wrong and it’s right

Whatever it is doesn’t let me sleep at night.

I stare outside the window,

Waiting for you to come up and show

I miss you so,

All I wanted was for you to know

Was that I always cared and loved for you

Cause I only lived for you

Now I feel like I’m in a race

I hardly see your face

I just keep praying that you only took space

And that no one else has taken my place

Only that thought makes me afraid

Because my memories with you will never fade

I never thought you’d leave

Let my heart bleed

Even though in my heart, theres a huge hole

I’m missing my half, my soul

Without you I simply can’t live

But now it feels in return there’s nothing you give

I want you to love me too

I don’t want to be made a fool

I can’t act cool

When all I’m doing is missing you…