Where to go from here

I could go on with my life,
Just saying if only I had you here,
I could go on with my life,
thinking of the love we'd share,
I could go on with my life,
thinking of holding you tight,
I could go on with my life,
thinking everything would be alright,
I could go on with my life,
wishing things were different.

I made some mistakes,
Some would call me a fool,
I know it's too late to go back,
To be able to look you in the eye,
To make everything alright,
My life is not a pretty site,
But you made my dreams so bright,
My heart will always be waiting on you,
I will always want you in my life,
Wish I was there with you as your wife.

I took for granted that we would be together,
I feel the pain of losing you forever,
Never truly knowing what your love was like,
Always wishing I had another chance,
To make another go at having a romance,
Oh can't you see how much I care,
Or how my heart is breaking without you,
I would give all I had to give,
Lay down everything just for your love,
To live life together never looking back again.

I never knew how strong my love was,
Till you were gone out of my life,
Didn't realize how much you mattered to me,
Baby did you feel like this as well,
I still can't get you out of my head,
Don't you know I'll never want no other,
You're the only man I want to touch my heart,
Can you ever tell me how you feel for me,
I just have to know the truth,
To know for sure that you loved me too.

I can't keep going on trying to make it work,
Without knowing what you really want,
That you want us there with you,
I look in the mirror and close my eyes.
I see you standing there next to me,
With sparkles shining in your eyes,
Not a care in the world but our family,
But nothing will ever come of it,
'Cause I can't do it without you in the picture,
So Baby where we go from here is all up to you.