Best of all regardless

I was once a person with high regard
The unfortunate events had led me down
Down so far, far off the path of respect
If there ever was a lost soul so found
It would have been my curse
The curse of all evil and evils darkest
So dark it is so low, it is so high
you could fall into the clouds from the ground
burst with the heat of the only true natural
without any regard....
How is the sun from my window?
It shines too bright and too strong
Two things that I will never be, again...
Two things with high regard