Daughter of Death Forward part 2

Ever felt like you were drowning in nothing?  No?  Oh, well.  You’ll never understand how I feel then.  Not everyone does.  I would be surprised if any of you did.  Then again, you were the ones who started my pain.  All of you.  You ripped my apart and burned me.  Thanks.  I loved you, too.  You noticed it, didn’t you?  The ‘ed’.  I’m dead.  Don’t worry; I’m still going to stay in touch.  That’s right; I’m not going to Hell or Heaven.  I’m staying here.  Only you four can save me, clear my tears; stop my pain.  Wondering who you are?  I’ll answer that.
Rudy Gearshift
Nikki Stat
Angela Gran and last but not least,
Venom Starke
Surprised?
I think so.
Help me.
My name is Shay Raquel
And this is my suicide.