Slit Wrist

I close the door to my bedroom
Then turn the music up
I sit in the middle of my bedroom floor
With two blades before me
I pick up one blade in my right hand
Then flip my left wrist over and begin with one slit down the middle
I then set the blade down and pick up the other in my left hand
Then flip my other wrist over and begin with one slit down middle their also
I then set blade down and look at both of my bleeding wrist and think should I go any further
I then pick up one of the blades and begun to cut both of my wrist over and over again with no hesitation 
And in the end both of my bleeding wrist were slit 126 times all together