~Why?!?~

why do i feel this way?
i feel drowning in my loneliness...
so scared to be alone...
why do i feel this way?
never, have i felt this way...
my heart full of joy when im with you...
but now that im leaving...
im drowning again...
im scared again...
i need your love to rescue me...
rescue me from drowning...
rescue me from being scared...
when will i see you again?
see your beautiful face smiling at me...
see your eyes full of love for me...
why didn't i see it before?
the love you have for me...
the care you gave to me...
why only now?
now that im leaving...
and i dont know when i will be back...
back in you tender arms again...
would you promise to wait for me>
for i will wait for you til eternity...my love.