True Prayer

Now that the only way of visualization has vanished away me and I've let it slip through my grasp...
You must help me develop and formulate a different and more stable path
Mama is strict as she can be and i need you to help me break her down
Because if we do not get that done then physically i won't be around...
I'll never leave you no matter what and i can't help but wait
Though sometimes i feel like every time i do something good i get a slap in the face
I know you love me and you know that i really love you
And you also know that I'll do whatever it takes to get to you
I'll walk in the rain as you know and so do many others
They don't understand how i feel because we're so in love with each other
I'm not afraid to cry in front of you though i know you can't stand it
But please stay by my side so i will be able to handle it
Separated temporally we can get though this departure
Keep the faith strong just as i had in you for being mature
I have very strong faith in your Latrice and you know that i trice you with my life
I'd risk it all life, love, and soul just to make sure you make it through alright
I just wish mama would understand how i feel and how you feel too.
Thou Shall not lie
Thou shalt not steal
Baby girl you know the love i have for you is real
Thou should honor thy father and mother
Latrice though she doesn't show it i believe that we understand each other
She knows i won't do anything wrong like that though she doesn't know me all that well
I just wish she'd give me a chance to tell her about myself and let her in so everything can be all well
Baby i pray every time we get off the phone and in the morning before going to school
I do this for our love and i do it in remembrance of you
Dear God I thank you for everything that you've done for me
I thank you for bringing me my one and only angel "Latrice"
I know that i do not deserve to have a female of this statue
But i know that you sent her to me so i can get my self ready for the rapture
She makes me smile so hard just when I'm thinking about her
And when I'm with her the only difference is i smile harder because i'm around her
Lord i know that I'm not perfect and that I'll never be close to being perfect
But why did you send me such a person who does more than make me tick?
She motivates me and if it wasn't for her right now i don't know where i'd be
I'd probably be out in the streets doing something that isn't very neat
Please Lord i pray today and forever more that you'll allow me to keep her by my side and hopefully everything will go fine
Her mother will also let me in little by little so i can make good use of my time
I want to love latrice with all my heart and you and i both know no one is stopping me from doing that
But i feel as though i could love her whole heartedly if i could get close to her more
To her mother i hope that you'll eventually allow me to get closer to you
I love your daughter for real and you can tell I'm telling the truth
I thank you for everything you've done so far
You've raised a wonder daughter and i know that i was very hard
Keep your head up and keep on doing what you're doing
And i pray that everything continues to go well for you and the rest of the family even if you let me be...
In Jesus Name I Pray...
A.....men....