Where the Heart Is

The night folds around me, a blanket of fear
My jungle surroundings turn to stone
I see my heart beat unnaturally fast
Blood pumps in my ears
My feat scape against gravel
Red clouds my eyes
And a metallic scent rises
As blood and bile touch my tounge
Names swirl in my head
Demiangel... Hell... Master.
Softness swirls around me
Harsh spices purify me
A whispering faerie tells me
Of a black bird of love
His gentle touches scare me
The beautiful silk of love
Wings sprout from my back
Showing my impurity
Alex will change for him
Alex will, but I cannot
Why is it that the heart
      was made to be broken?
They will find me and take me back
My timid hate lashes out at them
They have killed me before,
But never again
"Ikaga desu ka, ai-chan?"
His hair embraces me
A soft curtain of the heart