wish i could be the one

I was there when he left... I gave you my hanky to wipe your tears... you asked me to stay for a while.......deep inside I am bursting of angst... feeling very angry for he made you cry...thinking I should get you revenge... for no one can hurt my angel....but you don't know what I feel... for you I'm just the best friend you can cry on...I tried to show my love to you...yet you thought I'm just good... as a friend...I did all the things to make you see...yet you're too focused on him...I told you I will never let you fall.. You said you know that is why I'm your best friend.... I felt hurt yet I still carried myself. Hoping one day you'll wake up looking for me....I don't know how or why I love you.... I just can't stop thinking of you... now he left... I'm still here... but what am I to you? You asked me to stay but I can't hold it back anymore... I want to scream... I want to yell it at you...I want to tell you how blind you are.....I want to explode.....then you hugged me and I felt it again....the lost emotion......the love I had for you...It was revived.... Restored...Remembered