Deadly Butterfly Chronicles: Vol. Two

Bleeding Rose




Kelsey Stein



Deadly Butterfly Chronicals: Volume Two












The Space Between Your Fingers


This space between your fingers are mine
Forever more
And this light we held on will shine
Brighter each day

As the world suffers around us
I believe will survive
This Death and Sin
With Life and Righteousness

When will the music play
The silence in my mind kills the pain of my heart
I can't help to smile as I look into your eyes
There is nothing that can stop it

This space between your fingers belong to me
Forever and Always
Near or Far
You will always be mine

Life that surrounds us
I can see they breathe
Living with happiness and love
How much their hearts can hold on to

I hear the voices echoing
As we walk into the room
Their thoughts painfully sting my heart
None wants me here- want me to be with you

I only breathe for you
The beating of your heart
The love I feel
I live for you

The space between your fingers is where my fingers belong
Holding on to your hand
Waiting for that one day
For you to call me yours

Forever and Always



When You Are Gone


I never thought about you
Now that you're gone
I never knew how much I needed you
How much I love you

These tears can never fall
Instead, I'll cut my hair
My Loved One,
These days are forever empty

I watched the moon
It's empty as my heart
Cold and black
Never again will my heart become a tomb of memories

My Loved one,
You will be forever in my mind

And in my heart



Butterfly


Come away into the darkness
Sweet slumber
Heavy wings

Dream of land of unbarren valleys
Filled with beauty and fruit

Freedom is in your nature

Please
Be with me
Forever and always



Friend


Hide! Run! Flee, my friend!
You're so beautiful
Your wings are the art of Nature

I watch for your return
Day becokes the darkness
And everlasting night

Let the rain fall
For my tears cannot
Let it replace it all

When will you return?
My heart is weak
Without you, it's so lonely

Time is so short for the both of us

'O, my friend
You're so fragile
So tiny and small
I know you have seen it all
The world so big
Yet, so small

When do you seek me?
Today? Tomorrow? Yesterday?

Flee! Fly!
Come back to me



Mother


When you are gone
How will I be able to follow your footsteps?
They would stop in the middle of the path
How will I know which way to go

This path is so new with wears of old
I'm lost without your hand
Your guidence

My Mother,
Without you
There is so little that I can do

My dreams are there
Because of you
I can try without a fail
I know I can succeed

There is a light that shines
The sky became beautiful
Because of you
Because I love you



Time


Time writes a story of one's life
Yet, no one's life is not yet revealed

In the hearts of people
We hide our true emotion
The true us

We are like the trees
Bending in the wind
We are like the ocean
The rage that never stops
But calms

We are never the mountain
Which stands alone
We all need each other
We become our own shealter
Our own temple- our bodies

Our soul is hte breath of Life
Our dreams are our memories
Which had been forgotten

Our footprints have shown we exist
Left in the dirt to find

Without fire
We would never learn to feel
To touch
To lofe

Without light
We would never see
The colours
The world
The art that lives around us
Above and Below



Sound


I called your name
The unforgotten voice that responses
Can you speak
Not Hate
Not Love
But of Wisdom and Care
To change the World of its ways and wears
And the life we painted on the stairs

Each one falling
Each one crawling
All breathing
All becoming

Each echoed the other
Movement
Emotion
Movitavation

Mimic the first person they see

You

They see you
Following like a chick
Newly found
And young

But each one sounds differently

Like you

And me



Swan Lake


Clapping
Two hands of many
Each finger kissing
All palms catching
Always fighting

They're cheering
You ended
the show completed

Yet

And empty feeling inside

Looking inside
Hoping to find a new dream
A new life
A new light

You see
They all love you
Those hands saw you
Your dream you put into a dance
The enjoyment you add
Hint of Passion and Lust

They all watch you

Enviously



White


This world
This life is all gold
In my hands
In your pocket
But what are we when we freed
Monsters of voracity
Without love
Without honesty
Then what are we
Where are we

We no longer life in our world
Created by imagination
Created by immigration
Of birds
Of nature that lives
That breathes

Tell me now
The world that we made
Bright
Beautiful in its own way
My way
Your way
Our way

The life we created had dreams
Had motivation
It had fountains
Had lights
Had stars
Hand everything our hearts contain
In bottled up dreams Never coming
Never going

The breeze flew over our heads
Into our minds

Finally we awake somewhere bare
We're no longer there
We are here

And it's all white



You-Me


I hear
Sounds that are silent
Sounds that are real

My mind crumbles
Your name
I want
Your voice

There hands are lonely
This unbearable feeling
Emptiness
I can't handle
Loneliness

I reach
It's boundless to me
I stretched
Out of reach
Out of order

Fingertips
Dancing across the floor

Skin
'O lovely skin that becomes you

Sound
Your wanted voice

Arms
Strength and careness
Holding the rails of one's life

The ocean of confusion
This brought upon me
This crowdness of others

Can't you let me breathe?
Hatred
Annoyance
Irritation

The weat on my palms
Worry
Axiety
Confusion

Envy and jealousy
is what I am

What is that I need
That I want
Survival
Freedom

Let me from this cage
This love that crushes
That kills
Poisons me

Stop! Freeze! Listen!

Your voice is becoming me...



Black


I am sorry
The colours had faded away
As of the lights today

I wait about you
Your words
The life that becomes in exist
The way it breathed
The touches it gave
The move it shown
The sun that disappears behind in your eyes
The moon that grew in mine
The stars that surrounds

I understand

The dream that was dead
Resurrection
It lives!
The monster withing
The renewal of one
No
Of two
I crashed with you

The dream once again died
The colours faded

Destiny and Fate
Our Faith destroyed

Lived thrice
Did twice
A world of magicka
A life unknown
A life misunderstood
A world misunderstood
A world that was never understood



Many Times


Many times I let my guard down
And my cries made no sound
The rain fell down from the sky
Like the tears I cry

Like many times before
He settles the score
Toying with our hearts
Giving us little parts
Superior as He is
Chances He'll never miss
Watching us in pain
Knowing we're sane

Many times I have cried his name
Results being the same
Many times I pounded the ground
Knowing that He's all around
Many times I whispered to you
Knowing what I have been through

The rain fell today
But everything's not okay
Can't you hear my cry
Echoing fromthe sky
Not once you asked why
If you leave, I'll die

I wash way my shame
And inside, the beast is tame
I wake every moment with you
In my heart
In my mind
I know this dream is true
This dream of you



Free Fall


I tried to hid this pain inside
Hoping you would understand
As the ground tremble underneath us

Hearing the birds fly by
I understood why reality returns
Inside thses broken hearts
We once played our parts

Free fall my pain into the sky
Dropping all the hurt that shall die
Feeling the wind's embrace
The happiness I shall now face


The rain that took the place of my tears
Erasing all my fears
Holding my last breath
I whispered your name

It echoed through my mind
A forgotten memory
I became a shealter to myself
I'm inside of me

I whispered your name into the night sky
My heart could not lie
I whispered one word

Your name




Nightmare


I tried to find myself in these darken pools
Of this deserted paradise
My reflections played my inner thought
Images only I can understand
I tried to make you feel
But scared you
I tried to show you
But you ran and left me to die

Only I can be who I am

Not you

Never will you be there for me

Never

Stories that should never been told
Stories that should never been held
Together I run with you
To this forgotten lullaby
The song you sany at night
The ideas you held tight

Shadows cover the wall
Ceiling, floor, and all
I thought that I would stop
Screaming, breathing
I'm scared without you
To protect and love me
Opinions never heard
Never seen

Truth that is hidden under lies
Reality hidden under deceit
Dishonesty we all play
Treachery we all say

Treason is reason
Nonentity
No body seeing the truth
That is written between the lines




Inside this Heart


Inside this heart
No lies shall enter
Cracked walls are falling apart
And He sent her here
Sent her inside a broken home
A broken heart

Only she sees red
As she lays on her bed
She hears voices that aren't there
It's what they thinking as they stare
She yells and screams but no one hears
She tries to cry but there was no tears

Inside
She broken without repairs
Inside
She alone with no one to care
Inside
She has her scars bleeding
Inside
She's weeping

Inside this heart
No pain shall rise
Door falling off it's hindges
And He sent her here
When He's rich up there
He sent her to a broken home
Her broken heart

As she pondered on this situation
Realizing that it wasn't God
And it was never God
It was her fear that had brought her here
That made her broken
Searching for her weakness
Using it against her

She had no choice
She couldn't use her voice!

Inside this heart
No lies shall enter
No pain shall rise
Only inside this heart

Just only inside



Open the Door


Voices call me out,
What is this all about?
Telling me to come,
What would be the sum?

I opened the door,
Helpless as I can be;
Angels began to soar.
Why are they coming for me?

Feeling ever touch,
I fell asleep.
Dreams can reveal so much,
How much love you can keep.

Will anyone match up?
Without and empty cup?
Not empty as me;
But what am I suppose to be?

I try to learn love,
No feeling from above.
No curiosity.
It comes out automatically.

I tried to become one
But came out none.
Not just a girl,
But a girl who cannot twirl.

Each door holds a memory,
Holds it temporily.
If I close the door,
When I was helpless on the floor.

What would happen?
I heard some tapping.
Coming from the doors with locks,
Behind it sound like clocks.

I walked away.
Thought I would stay away,
And this world would disappear.
Then, I would stay here.

I pondered
And wondered
What was behind that door?

I walked back,
And the sky became black.
Turning the knob,
My heart begin to throb.

Wild, angry hand were thrown about,
And he begin to shout.
You never knew
Half the things I been through.

I slammed it,
And dropped to sit.
Aimlessly, Dumbfounded.
Memories that aren't ment to be remembered.

"Those locks cannot hold!
It's not safe!"
I have been told.
To me, it will never be safe.

I destroyed that door,
And lie on the floor.
No troubles. No worries.
It's time to begin a new story.



Captured


Gathering into the darkness
I'm webbed in threads
Connections that should have been severed
But retied over and over
Into huge bulky knots

Spools of thread unravels before me
A path I decided to follow
The path of my future

The thread seemed to be loose
I gave it a little tug
Freeing me from my web

Following the spool
I traveled along the side
Through doors and tunnels
Through tombs and catacombs
Swiftly trotting through the cemetery of sorrow

A decision I'm determine to do
There's no turning back
No running away

I groped the darkness with an empty hand
Nothing but the floor I feel

Without a light
I tried to find my way out



Bleeding Roses


Ah, Sweet, sweet Misery
I adore you
The way you brought Sorrow to me
Was letting him visit me for another day
And letting another rose bleed for love