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Getting over an old flame. |
I can feel the pain and anger and all of my fear and hate seeping from my heart in a trail of blood red deliverance. You knew my heart, my body, soul, and mind. And yet you ignored the beauty I would bring you. The stream flows out of my heart and over my shoulders. You walked away and left me to mourn then came running back to pull me to my feet. It trails down my arms and over my hands. I know I can't have you, and it hurts deep inside. It sifts through my fingers and drips to the ground on drop at a time. He came out of nowhere to heal the would you'd created. The drops soak into the Earth and disappear forever. He erased all the bad and filled me with good. He showed me a world full of love and life. He pushed you from my mind with courteousy and respect. He treats me like the one he's waited for forever. Enveloping me with trust and sheltering me from pain. Then comes the day when you happen to walk by. My mind spins in circles until... I realize I feel nothing. You are no longer teal to me So I turn and this time, it's me to walk away, it's me to abuse your very existance. I look at you and look at him and realize neither is the other's equal. You ignore when your happy, You acknowledge when you're bored. He proves his love to me in significant and sublte ways. And never shies away from any part of me, body, soul, or mind. My past involved solely you. My future is solely him. |