Love- you won

I have a charming man in my life, then why does life feel so empty. He holds my hand, but his eyes say nothing. He say the words, but they don't reach my heart. I always thought love was in my hands. It was my heart and I could control it. I could make it happy,I could make it sad. When I let you go, I did not know I was letting love go. My life is now stillness, body- a machine. I have no feeling just bitterness. Bitterness that surfaced when I let love go. I try hard to fight but the monster keeps rising, because I killed the angel in me -when I let love go. There is wind but it no longer makes me feel fresh. I smile but it no longer makes me happy. I see, but no longer see the beauty. I talk, but no longer say the words. I am but a mere mortal- blinded by the darkness of a loveless life. Love you won. I miss you.