Riding with my soul

Friends hurt you, whether they mean to or not, something always seems to destroy the bond between people.  But horses will never hurt your feelings and tear your heart out.  The passion i have for riding escalates each day.  The connection is indescribable.  I LOVE HORSES!  I can't imagine what I would do without riding.  Every second spent in the saddle sends electric shocks through my body.  Out of the saddle I feel talentless, hateful, and out of place, but on horseback, something just clicks.  It's like a switch is flipped and I light up.  I can feel it in my smile.  My eyes illuminate with passion and fire for life.  I know i sound like a ranting psycho but riding gives me my identity.  I don't care if I win olympic medals or if I just go on trail rides but I was designed to ride, not physically or mentally, but spiritualy.  I was meant to be an equestrian.