I Long

everyday i get on the internet to see if he has been on,
just to findout that he hasn't for two months.

yet i still look just incase,
thinking that maybe,
just maybe he was on.

i think out our conversations in my head before they even happen
or if they even will happen.

i long to hear his voice when he makes fun of me.
i long to feel his touch when he passes by me to closely.
i long to hear his toughts of what he thinks of me.

i long for i him.