Inner fire

Once I felt for you,
something that could burn through,
the barrier of cold inside my mind,
burning the old, eating my time,
refreshing my line, so take it back now,
blazing fire from a blazing heart,
this is where my awakening was supposed to start.

Feel it burning inside my eyes,
dieing to feel, my inner fire,
lying to heal, my inner fire,
Crying to kill, my inner fire,
Ember, inferno, ashes.

Lying in my dark, you know I just pretended,
I need to be buried deep, the secrets we keep,
sweeps across as a fire that dies,
I knew you saw through my lies,
I guess I just was another one,
to burn before it eventually begun,
now, I'll never surrender,
See my fire.

Feel it burning inside my eyes,
dieing to feel, my inner fire,
lying to heal, my inner fire,
Crying to kill, my inner fire,
Ember, inferno, ashes.

So who were I, was it supposed to die,
as it ends with the time I spent,
All I know, what we had was valueable,
I didn't look out before I'd go,
so I kinda threw it out the window,
I didn't know myself back then,
does it matter, did I prepare,
for the feeling that I didn't belong there.

Feel it burning inside my eyes,
dieing to feel, my inner fire,
lying to heal, my inner fire,
Crying to kill, my inner fire,
Ember, inferno, ashes.

I knew what I broke, I knew what I wrote,
I regret, as the pain swept through my veins,
didn't know the darkness, before I did what I did,
I became so tired, so much more awake,
being more with myself than you,
I fell apart, as I felt you there,
I know that I was dumb.

Feel it burning inside my eyes,
dieing to feel, my inner fire,
lying to heal, my inner fire,
Crying to kill, my inner fire,
Ember, inferno, ashes.

As I saw you again, I felt it on the inside,
it was burning me all away,
you told me so clearly, but I didn't listen,
that was my mistake, you gave me a warning,
but I ignored it in my chest,
I was punished by being aware.
All I wanted to do, was to be good to you.

Feel it burning inside my eyes,
dieing to feel, my inner fire,
lying to heal, my inner fire,
Crying to kill, my inner fire,
Ember, inferno, ashes.

I knew I fell, I knew fear dwells,
I knew I were the wrong one,
I knew I were the gone one.

Feeling the burning, ember to inferno,
I see what brings me peace,
keeping my destiny, being free,
regretting my sins, I lost our thing,
hurt by my existence, I looked for release,
planning the death, planning with ease,
as I knew I shouldn't trust myself,
everyday I thought of this.

Feel it burning inside my eyes,
dieing to feel, my inner fire,
lying to heal, my inner fire,
Crying to kill, my inner fire,
Ember, inferno, ashes.

Taking a ride, a dance with death,
I couldn't care less, colder than,
a coffin that dwells,
I went back and forth through my hell,
didn't believe in mercy,
didn't believe that I was to forgive,
my flame was my wish of dying,
and getting away with murderer.

darling,
You were my sadness,
you were my madness,
I was addicted to my punishment,
with a heart bleeding,
I choosed my master,
I went into disaster.

Feel it burning inside my eyes,
dieing to feel, my inner fire,
lying to heal, my inner fire,
Crying to kill, my inner fire,
Ember, inferno, ashes.

When I hit the bottom, ready to repell,
the thing I called life, my empty shell,
you saw my thrill, my melodi of tyranny,
It was what I wanted to be,
a flame of me, I burned the he,
my life, a broken dome,
falling apart, breaking my home,
I know I loved you, did you ever love me,
your eyes put a bullet through my soul,
your bitemark on my feelings,
I were all alone, was it ever to late,
to live my life, the time was now,
it was a do or die.

Feel it burning inside my eyes,
dieing to feel, my inner fire,
lying to heal, my inner fire,
Crying to kill, my inner fire,
Ember, inferno, ashes.

You helped me on my way,
regaining my sanity,
remebering to be bright as the day,
I couldn't have anymore,
a flame indoor,
on the outside I looked fine,
but on the inside I were dying,
holding hands with this rope,
it was high above what used to be,
in my gallow, built for me.

Feel it burning inside my eyes,
dieing to feel, my inner fire,
lying to heal, my inner fire,
Crying to kill, my inner fire,
Ember, inferno, ashes.