screenwriting

My life as a struggling screenwriter living 45 minutes west of Atlanta and too far from LA.
I'm an aspiring screenwriter. My big test will be the BIG upcoming 'Nicholl Fellowships in Screenwriting program'. ahhhhh.... to actually finish this current script. I refused to buy or even ask for another screenwriting book even for Christmas. For all the how-to screenwriting books that I have gotten over the years, it does feel good at first. But I'm thinking it's a false sense that I've made progress when it's delaying the true act of writing. They each essentially say the same thing just present it in their own voice.