Death's Final Kiss

As I sit inside this darkness
The sun is shining high above
I wonder if I'm really heartless
How I wish I could have his love
Will I ever posess that emotion
I want to feel other than hate
Hate for myself in this endless devotion
Love, not hate, is what i lack as of late
I sit and take a sip of water
The tangy taste burns my lips
My soul's desire shall last no longer
For i have tasted death's final kiss.