Mixed Feelings

Despite all you put me through
I think I still love you.
You use my own feelings against me,
For you, is this all so easy?
Knowing how much pain I’m in?
When will I get my turn to win?

I’d love to forget you
I’ love you loving me, too.
Why do you love to torture me?
Can’t you see?
Are you so blind
To the tears that fall from my eyes?
And after this I still love you?
What can I do?

Sometimes you are so kind and nice
But then your heart turns to ice.
What happens to you?
You owe me an explanation…tell me the truth!

Tell me the truth!
You owe it to me after what you put me through
I hate you and love you
Set me free let me be after what you put me through.