Part 3 of "Vicky Series" |
You, I don't know you anymore I don't know What to think anymore A little more than a month ago You hated me beyond reason Because I tried to help you With your problems Your drugs, alcohol and others more serious But I was hesitant As you were holding us Our relationship Over my head On me not telling The people, who could get you help Then of course I gots an idea Break up with you So I can help you reguardless I did that! And you hated me for it! And now, You want me back? I don't understand! Was that the drugs speaking? Or you? The drugs I think were speaking before As you love me now More than ever you led me to think I, I don't know what to think I can see you in my mind But I don't know what to think Yes I still have some feelings But you threatened to kill me! To hire gangs' thugs to do the job Its a Moral Dilemma Because you were everything That was once bad in my life But are you yin now There's no way to know Without taking a HUGE chance And I shall take it Because I still love you I will trust you Just give a time and place And in time I will see We will see If this Will work As good as before Or maybe, better But of corse After the first few Refirst dates In which i will have A concealed weapon My weapon of choice on me Incase this is a trap And you try and kill me I don't want to hurt you Not again This is agaist All my morals that i own I'm going with my gut instincts alone This moral dilemma I might never know Whether the fight is worth it But I'm trying And that's all you need to know That and this thinking Hurts my mind, body and heart Don't make me break you again, please I know you couldn't take another one I think i'd rather use that knife To kill myself in your presents If you try to kill me It would be your fault, Directly My suicide, might be your fault That is, If I made the wrong choice In trusting you again But if this isn't a trap We shall Blaze a New Trail Together, Forever |