It describes me in a nutshell
though it is long |
Consider me sad, Consider me unsound My pen My heart My ink My soul Consider it all Consider it me I’m a normal person Looking for a way out Like a simple guy with eyes That can’t seem to see I am someone I, do not, want to be I say what I think I mean what I say I am a carpet, Walked on Every single day I’m like wallpaper You forget I’m there I’m invisible You look right through me You think I’m tough Maybe even mean Its just I have feelings Unlike the rest Of you Fucking machines Consider me passionate, Consider me sullen My pen My heart My ink My soul Consider it all Consider it me I walk through the desert Expecting to find a stream, I do My friends, I’m glad for my friends They give me a different perspective And help me see life Their exaggerated actions Makes it appear like Life is bad I can pick flowers And my friends But not my dad I like diversity I love romantic surprises As life is better When there’s more I have little If any love When I find love I won’t have to think twice I am Ostracized And left out in the dark I’m not seen as one in a billion I’m seen as A small guy in a big world Consider me lonely, Consider me misunderstood My pen My heart My ink My soul Consider it all Consider it me I grew up with false parents Unlike any child should I have no one Who knows me They only guess who I am By what they see The memories I like Are the ones I cannot keep The memories I hate Are the ones I cannot lose They’re the only ones I have Such as bullies Such as Belding A school from my past Now, when I look around school I only see Herds of sheep I am never alone Except at home But I am always lonely and misunderstood They say take the drugs I said only an idiot should Therefore I would High on medications High on dreams To me life, Is never as it seems The image is distorted There’s more There’s less And often I’m completely wrong Consider me an observer, Consider me Blind My pen My heart My ink My soul Consider it all Consider it me I can step outside my body But still see the real me I have eyes that can see When in school I see The lonely The left out kids wishing to make bombs The popular guys with their girlfriends Shallow people with other perfections They're always together I'm sure you see them to But I see the world in all its color Too bad its only black and white Nothing full of happiness No mercy No life Consider me someone new; Consider me an expert My pen My heart My ink My soul Consider it all Consider it me Changing is something we all go through From Holding hands, being wild To Holding back tears, faking smiles From From mommy and daddy love you so much To Realizing no one cares and life is tough From cute clothes, beach blond hair To A dark shade of black, due to knowing, no one cares From singing joyously, dancing in the rain To Felling all the pressure, getting all the blame From “we’ll be friends forever”, that was the best ever To “Friends for this year”, putting hearts through the shredder From knowing and doing nothing, being more than happy To Knowing too much, except how to be involved how to pretend to be content Consider me a book of science; Consider that knowlege useless;Consider me useless My pen My heart My ink My soul Consider it all Consdier it me I sit here in my room Alone, just me and my laptop And the internet With nothing for me to do So of all things I could do I do not much Just expand knowlege Look for information On physics and chemistry But I somehow Don't follow all these rules So All I Learn Is A Lie!!! So what I do enstead Since I don't want to feel like an alien I Turn that knowlege Into creative abilities I write poetry Draw a little bit And try to figure out How to daydream and breathe At the same time Consider me defenseless; Consider me a soldier My legs My chest My arms My body and mind I am an army of one Able to take care of myself and yet not at all I depend on people to make life not boring I depend on people to help me do things day to day But I still train alone I can easily be killed as it is I'm defenseless I'm just preparing for Basic Training Then I will be a soldier Be ready to take on anything, anyone And yet I will be defenseless alone For even the most powerful needs allies In the next year, I will gain many powerful enemies But even more importantly I will gain allies So I will not be defenseless like I am now All above is me Consider it so Consider it all; Consider me all of these... Sad Unsound Passionate Sullen Lonely Misunderstood An Observer Blind Someone New An Expert An encyclopedia of science Some one useless Defenseless a soldier Consider it all As I’m considered me |