An Experience

I feel brilliance in the air
As Your spirit moves
Heart strings are played
I am played by You
I can feel an emptiness
I knew not I possessed
I crave a filling

A song is sung but without definiton
I try to concentrate on this I am feeling
It is joy
It is sorrow
It is grief, but it is relief
I feel a breaking happening within
A part of me resists
What is happening?

I have closed my eyes
Still the tears slip through
It has been a while since I cried
Is this because of You?
My tongue it trembles
My lips they stammer
Is this because of You?

A meeting of my knees and floor
My head is bowed
My arms stretch out with palms facing You
I am guilty of so much, I am lost
I am lost to grace
Lost to mercy and faith
My heart it beckons
My soul calls for surrender

I hide my flooded face in my hands
O God! My God!
O God! My God!
My heart is tired
And my soul is sick
I surrender, I surrender
Take it

My hands now lifted high
I speak a new tongue
A tongue of life
Victory!
Is this victory?

I never cried so much
As I have in repentance clutch
I never felt so new
As when I gave me to You