Secret Emotion

              Secret Emotion

    Thought the sun is shinning with no symptoms of a rainy day,
         A lethal storm in brewing but it’s hidden so deeply far away,

         You long with guilt for someone to be near,
         But every part of your trust now is fear,

         Your spirit crashed to the ground and scattered all around,
         Broken in a million tiny pieces never to be found,

         You’re paralyzed at the heart and tormented with shame,
         You feel like nothing will ever be the same, 
         
         What you once hoped for and dreamed you’ve thrown away,
         As you reach with regret all you obtain is decay,

         Each and every thought begins to boil its all about to blow,
         Then you remember your oath to self stating no one must know.

                                                                              by Heather Layton