Intervention Needed

Intervention Needed



This web I weave is twisted and tangled
I have lost all control, my body is now mangled
Why do I feel as if this is why I thrive?
I have lost every feeling of being alive

I need that high I need that jolt
I need this shock, just a little volt
I’m sorry to have disappointed you so much
I’m sorry for leaning so hard, for you becoming my crutch

This is a cry for help I’m sending
Who will respond? It is all depending
The ones that I love the most I hurt the worst
Hurting others is my curse

It’s just too hard to walk away from it all
I don’t even think I could crawl
My life is upside down and I know it
I have fallen in to a dark and deep pit

I just want to be left here to die
So please just ignore my cry
This was all a big mistake but I’m hurting so deep
I wish I would never wake up from my sleep

I know I need to better myself and do it fast
I have to put this all in the past
But it is not as easy as I make it out to be
It was my only way I could feel free

I need you to rid me of despair
I need your assistance, I need your care
I guess all I said has been heeded
An intervention is obviously needed

11-29-2007
~*~Jenna113~*~