HIDDEN.....

my head lays on my pillow,
the room is dark and damp,
my eyes now face the darkness,
the demons hauting my life,
it seems the clock ticks slow,
and yet my life went by so fast,
i sit up smooth and slow,
grip my sheets in my bare hands,
i stare blankly ahead,
laying on my bed once more,
i watch the seconds pass me by,
the silence fills my head,
a tear slides down my ghostly face,
and falls onto my sheets,
i close my eyes so gently,
as if im afraid i'll break,
i wake up to a quiet morning,
the world is still the same,
my break-fast has no taste at all,
the news is nothing new,
my routine passes quickly,
the day goes by so fast,
and i find my self sitting,
in my depressed dark room,
once more,
a salty tear slides down my cold cheek,
i take out my blade,
its shiny and sharp,
i slide it across my wrist,
the cut is clean and straight,
i hold up my arm,
and watch the blood slide down,
i cant feel anything except releif,
it takes all my pain away,
i look in the mirror,
i cant see the happy the happy girl,
that everyone else sees,
i see this helpless,
depressed young teenager thats hidden,
hidden from the rest of the world,
afraid what will they think of her,
i cant take any more,
staring out from within,
these empty eyes,
looking into the mirror,
watching myself die,
im hidden.....