TeaRs

a life so bitter and dark,
was the life I started to live...
I was hurt and fell in shock,
it all suddenly went blank…

My innocent little world,
came crashing down…
When I faced the horrid truth,
all I needed to do was to drown…

For the one whom I loved,
loved someone else in fact…
I couldn’t help but feel the pain,
like my heart was about to crack…

Surrounded by people,
who had someone special to love…
I was all alone,
so cold and soaking wet…

The deeper it all sunk in,
the harder it seemed to rain…
To think that nobody cared,
or at least bothered to offer a hand...

I started wearing a mask,
so thick and sturdy…
It seemed to fool everyone, but it simply didn’t stick,
because it wasn’t enough to fool myself back…

I started losing hope,
for every time I tried..
It seemed to hurt me even more,
deep down inside..

To feel your heart be ripped apart,
death would have been easier..
Yet I didn’t end my journey that way,
then again..

They left me all alone..
Writing this poem, feeling the pain..
Wasting my days..
Under the pouring rain..

{/c:}