A state of mind

I’m in need of a new life
One that flows from day to day
One that I can enjoy my time
And not worry about my pay

A life of dreams that are never true
A life of scenes that are missing you
A light at the end of my tunnel
That gets smaller each step I take.

a life that gets deeper
With every word I say
a life that has no rules
Were I can have my way

a place to go and hide
a place to confide
a place to keep my worries
and my thoughts locked away

a place that is unvisited
a place that is unknown
a place that I’ve forgot
that’s never to be shown

for on that dreadful day
when they passed away
I lost my mind.